Kagoe

..I made this account. I wasn't even a teenager. 

It's amazing I still have it. 

wow

<sub>I haven't got anything else to say ..

except thank you for all the support !</sub> 

Wow, I haven't used this website in a good while..

Okay, so I decided to start posting more art on here. 

Why?

There's enough sweet people on here for it to be worthwhile. DeviantART was the first website I used to showcase my art and I owe it. 

Even if its not worth £37 for a core membership. Remember when it was like £20 something? Bring that back.


Anyway, here's the first post  

okay so in recent times I've been wondering why I no longer want to draw as much as I did before. I find it very hard to get motivated and stay that way. If it's a big painting I usually lose sight and give up half way. Or if I do finish a painting I dislike it to the point I don't want to share it.. whether or not its 'good'. 

basically I don't find art enjoyable anymore and I don't know what to do because it's my strongest skill. 

Recently my heart has been elsewhere, more specifically getting a band together and writing music. Weird fact, I sing and write lyrics aha. This is the first time I've mentioned it. It's also the first thing in a while I've been excited about and it's bittersweet. Alongside drawing, I've always enjoyed writing poetry from a very young age. I never thought I could turn it into songs and music but it's damn fun. 

I'm not sure where this leaves me. I don't want to give up art entirely because I've been doing it for so long and over the years it's gotten positive reactions, which I am VERY grateful for.. .. but I can't do it without feeling forced no matter how much time I take. 

Music, on the other hand, is exciting and encourages me to open up. It demands I leave my room and entertain a large audience. 

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okay I didn't think of a conclusion either. I'm just voicing my thoughts. 

Can anyone relate? 

oh boii I filmed another video and now i'm posting it on this website I only sometimes use. 


_{next vid won't be until Halloween xoxo}

I filmed another video but shit got weird real quick.


_{i hope you have a good day}